HI. this is going 2 be a short one and a (far mre) positive one compared to my last embarasing post. im doing amazing. im on call with my boyfriend and hes been sooo swee t to me. i hope i never sound like ihate him on here or anything because i dont and even while being upset i never wanted it to seem that way, OR as if im villianizing him. he is literally the best man to ever fucking exist and the fact im His boyfriend is something that means lots to me.
anyway: he sent me a really nice message this morning that he loved me and it made me get all flustered. imnot very good at showing my appreciation when i get reciprocated affection so i just get very embarassed (but not in like the sad way like how someone would in anime. where their cheeks are all pink and stuff. yeah.) and i struggle to respond in a far meaningful way but it made me super happy. we've been calling more recently. i also saw him repost some rlly sweet things on his tiktok account and it made me very happy. im kind of happy he couldn t hear me because i started tearing up and making really sad noises and giggling to myself so.
im so inlove with this guy i think id genuinely do anything for hinm. hes so caring towards me and it makes me rlly emotional cause nobodys ever been like that to me before. i hope he knows how much i care and think about him and like him because itsmore than i could ever full y say........all i do istalk about this guy to people. hes always on my mind and hes so handsome and funny and creative and AAAHHHGGGG!!!!!!!!! im sure my irls are sick of me bringing him up but i just have so much to say because i adore him. :-)
i could go on and on for a while and i do feel a little bad that my blogs of me being sad are longer than the one where im like OMG i love my life and bf or whatever but thisis just to get off my mind yknow? Aweseome.
im very excited for valentines Day ^_^